Me and my gf have been together for 4 months 1 week. And I don’t have feelings for any of my exs, but I do like to keep in touch with them to see how they’re doing. :)
My blog consist of emotions that are bottled up inside, people don’t bottle up happiness lol so why would I need to vent about being happy? :P Ill try to not post as much sad things :P
Huh, I should start posting more than just sad posts haha :)
Thanks anon :)
I feel like riding my bike to her house so that ill be there when she wakes up :)
I feel like I’m really attached :P
I want some hot chocolate :) (Taken with instagram)
I want some gift chocolate :) (Taken with instagram)
you play to much.
you play with my feelings, like it’s nothing. I got played over with. I still fall for someone, who played with me. Killed me in the inside. Hurted me the most. I still haven’t gave up, and still trying. What the fuck is wrong with me. -_-“
Nightmares coming to reality
I’ll just say my goodbyes. There isn’t anything more that I can do. Honestly, I’ve been trying so hard to just let this go, but I knew from the start of my reality of the outcome, but yet I still wanted to try. The thing is there just isn’t anything to try anymore.
And then I stopped.
I stopped checking my phone to see if you texted me. I stopped looking at my facebook to see if you messaged me. I stopped caring. Why should I care if you don’t even put in effort to talk to me. I’ve tried and tried to talk to you but all you are good at is ignoring me. So I stopped trying.
Slowly happening….
(Source: brookeelisee)
Horrible dreams…
I had a dream I was suffocating and I couldn’t breathe, that happened the whole night and I died before I woke up -_____- my heart was beating rapidly and I took a deep breath when I woke up.
I’m glad you’re happy, without me.
As of now.
I feel like you ripped out my heart and are waiting a week to reinsert it while slowly breaking it in the process. I’m impatient and I hate waiting.
